That's what good music does. I feel the same with angry punk and crust music, but I also liked Radiohead when I was younger.

depressed people listen to radioheadt to become even more depressed

It can be a double edged sword sometimes. I don't know why you are depressed, it happens to lots of people and I've also been there, but I hope things will work out for you eventually.

If you are struggling with depression, I strongly suggest for you to seek help or talk to someone you know. You can also call a helpline to seek professional support at findahelpline.com. It's free and your information will remain confidential.