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:( I'm sorry to hear that, transitioning can be really hard especially when you don't have supportive parents I hope it gets better eventually, hope you find people who support you and encourage you to be whoever you are

ive thought of being a girl since i was 3, thought abt it again positively when i was 13 then properly started my journey several months later. i wasnt depressed for being a guy, no it was okay, it just seemed that my confidence with finding new interests felt limited as a guy

few months before turning 15, i finally thought of being full on female, closeted and online ofc, it was surely painful in 10th grade going through a political guy who moved to my country and school, and most people were obviously unsupportive since i was in a christian school

thing is, i never liked the thought of treating "being trans" as one's whole personality. i'm not trying to be offensive or anything, but i think it's what makes people annoyed of transgender ppl. i dont follow the stereotypes like the needs of a blahaj or whatever,

rather that i just choose to follow what i've always loved, music and video games. regardless of the "preferred gender" it was made for. I never experienced dysphoria since i think it's lame to think you're losing your female over you not exposing yourself to feminine things 24/7

i didn't like the idea of having to find communities specifically for transgender women, i just think that being too focused on my own gender identity is just not worth it. it's an identity, not a personality. I'd rather focus at school and music.

now why should i detransition? i don't want to disappoint my family or have them disown me. maybe improving vastly at art since 2021 and most of my new hyperfixations since 2022 were a huge mistake. I wasn't meant to enjoy Precure.