me too unfortunately

This is so embarrassing to say- But I don't know who I love and don't love (gender-wise) ;-;

And I can't talk to my parents about it because they would genuinely kill me for even suggesting it (and I'm too embarassed).

Well, to be totally honest, it isn't that I don't KNOW, but I'm too scared about what my parents would say/do if I ever told them (because they are seriously against LGBTQ+). But sometimes I think it's THEM who don't understand that you can't really control stuff like this. :(