I have autism and I used to express myself and my interests, but people thought I was weird. I hid my quirkiness and didn't talk to anyone. I have now forgotten how to socialize. I have never felt more lonely in my life.
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im so sorry :( i would give advice but i'm in your same shoes! even though life feels isolating, i guarantee there are tons of people that would love to talk with you that you haven't met yet :) don't forget that you're awesome whether people recognize it or not
i sadly deal with the same thing as well and sometimes being around family can be hard and others when out